to the wild wild youth. to the grand ambitions that were drowned by adult responsibilities. to heartbreaks and bruises. to drunk nights. to shared cigarettes. to morally ambiguous angels. to sweet wine. to feelings you can’t put into words. to regrets. to jealousy. to resentments. to those who left. to those who stayed. to scars across your hearts. to be scared of commitment. to longing for that one love. to be afraid of opening up again. to sex. to gentle kisses. to soft touch. to standing by your door. to music. to pictures without stories. to set your soul on fire. to cry. to laughs. to disappointments. to intrusive thoughts. to pick ourselves up again. to not losing hope. to memorise those numbered days we are here. together.